trust me, i'm lucky

finally, this day come. previously, i always thought it is good to be part of any national team, play as a national player, but it is not what i dream of . i'm not chasing the title, money or whatsoever. the only thing is i need a proper training where i could spend my whole time forget everything that stress me out.
understand that the team was formed from a group of amateurs with a few team members, but i believe of course if we were provided with a proper training, organization, we could be a great team. even now without those elements mentioned, we really a great team. but i feel like something missing between us and i don't know what it is. *sigh.
i joined a club which is still looking for a team members to play. it is only a few times but i feel it is good to be with them. i admit that they are over-enjoying their social life but i just leave it to them. what i meant here, i love the way they work in a team. i went to their training once and it is really great. it reminds me to the first time that i joined NJAC. tired but good. 
i admit that i made a lot of mistakes during the whole league - including training, friendly match and tournaments but somehow i feel guilty when the team members never show how disappointed they are. still supporting each other even though you know that one person is not capable for the post.
now i understand. whoever you are, wherever you are, if you never trust each other, you will go nowhere. even though you are the strongest person in the world, you can't even beat a small strong team. 


2 COMMENT on "trust me, i'm lucky"

Nath on February 27, 2012 at 12:28 AM said...

just do your best, don't over stress and enjoy the game just like how you fall for it :)

HUDA on February 27, 2012 at 12:30 AM said...

thanks a lot! :)


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